Always Be My Baby

We were as one babe, for a moment in time. And it seemed everlasting that you would always be mine... Now you want to be free, so I'm letting you fly. 'Cause I know in my heart, babe, our love will never die, no...

You'll always be a part of me, I'm a part of you indefinitely. Girl don't you know you can't escape me? Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby... And we'll linger on, time can't erase a feeling this strong. No way you're never gonna shake me... Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby...

I ain't gonna cry, no. And I won't beg you to stay. If you're determined to leave, girl, I will not stand in your way... But inevitably you'll be back again 'cause ya know in your heart, babe, our love will never end, no...

You'll always be a part of me, I'm a part of you indefinitely. Girl don't you know you can't escape me? Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby... And we'll linger on, time can't erase a feeling this strong. No way you're never gonna shake me... Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby...

I know that you'll be back, girl. When your days and your nights get a little bit colder. I know that you'll be right back... Baby believe me it's only a matter of time...

You'll always be a part of me... And I'm a part of you indefinitely... Girl don't you know you can't escape me...? Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby... And we'll linger on... Time can't erase a feeling this strong... Now way you're ever gonna shake me... Oh darling... Because you'll always be my... My baby...

You'll always be a part of me, I'm a part of you indefinitely. Girl don't you know you can't escape me? Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby... And we'll linger on, time can't erase a feeling this strong. No way you're never gonna shake me... Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby...

Always be my baby...

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Just another girl to add to the list of leaving me for their Ex... I did nothing wrong this time, and I know that. I did everything for her. I was faithful, respectful... We were perfect together. We never fought, we agreed on most things, we treated each other well. She was absolutely, postively perfect for me. She was the girl I had been searching for. I wish I didn't find her the way I did, but things happen for a reason. And I do not regret the way things started between us, but I really with they didn't go that way. Oh well.

We weren't together for very long, but I fell deeply in love with this girl... She and I dated for about a month and a half, and she left me just a week before our one month of being official. I don't know how or why I felt so deeply for her in such a sort period of time, but I did. I do. Her reasoning for leaving was because she had too much going on in her mind... She has this Ex that was her first love who is always tailing her, always making her feel like shit. They are always in a constant state of fighting and bickering over small, petty things, but mainly... Me.

Before she had decided to get with the person before I, she was going to get back with this Ex. But as a "fuck you" to the Ex, she got with the one before me. But she soon regretted the decision and was going to go back to the Ex, until she had realized she had feelings for me and went after me instead. Throughout our almost flawless relationship, she had still been talking with this Ex and seeing her on her days off. She became confused, lost in her own emotions. She very much was still in love with this Ex, but was also madly in love with me...

She did not want to hurt her Ex any longer, but she did not want to hurt me either. She knew if she had stayed with me, the Ex would have been incredibly hurt. But if she left me for the Ex, same situation. So she decided to leave me anyway with the excuse of "I don't know what to think anymore. I don't feel like myself anymore. I don't know who I am and I don't know what I want anymore." But I am not stupid, I am not dense... At first I was very positive about the situation. I knew she'd realize how perfect I am for her and how much better I am for her than this Ex. But as the days went by, I grew weaker and weaker... I saw things happening via Myspace and through the way she was acting...

It's over. And I unfortunately knew it.

So last night during a phone conversation with her...

I let her go... I set her free...

I told her to go back to her Ex... I told her to go be happy and make the Ex happy. That was all that mattered. Her happiness. And if she realizes that she is not as happy with her Ex, then I will welcome her back with open arms. I told her that I am not going anywhere, that I will still be in her life.

But I do not know if that is a promise I can keep.

It would be too painful for me to see or hear about her with the Ex...

But at least I love her enough to let her go...

I know some people reading this are grinning, laughing at my misery and thinking I deserved it. But this time, I did not. I did nothing wrong. I was not the bad guy this time. But I still got abandoned...

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